introspection

(Finished Blue Like Jazz, by Donald Miller)

here comes freedom within our mental.

smelling paper after paper makes me to have a rush of adrenaline throughout my vein. well. it is within my control. but frustration still get in. In another word, I love it and I hate it.

So, how’s life your life? or lifeless? why this year is like the past? Everything that i over get heated up like microwave again and is use again in our terms for centuries. Well, no way but to stick with it and be humble. Being in a way that most people are, just make the world a mary-go round. whether you are happy or not, just stick with it. Still, in way that you are carrying you own perspective and not being fooled.

Dear Sin Planet,

If you are the only planet with lives, if only thing will change in a better way, if only someone will not be a hero but Mother Teresa, to help the poor and the educate the rich. If you are sitting in front of the computer, please keep in mind that your tears are being preserved for special moments. Not necessarily during sad times, but the most beautiful and amazing tear is realeased when your tiny little heart is fulfilled and touched. Not everything can get it in there easily. Things have to penetrate in a the shape of feeling. And if this task is fulfilled, that moment will stay in there forever and you heart is filled. That is not an easy quest.

So, please. If there is a great time like that, remember it. Write it with vivid description in you heart, spirit and soul. Those time will be an encouragement in your life that stays everlasting…