circus round-o-wheel



To see beauties crossing by, it stirs up some anonymous self-esteem. Believing that you are the smartest and most talented. Thanks to the brain and hormones. To be able to experience this spontaneous and instant ecstatic feeling is good and relieveing even. Well, it cause death also. i mean death in the heart and mind. It has relation with running. The scene passed by is ever-soothing and wonderful, and huge. Someone passed by, eyes turned, another more terrific organism in front of you. So, stay focus or in highness.

Ok, maybe it is not a very serious problem. Boy in love with a girl in the first sight (That is too degrading to use the word 'love', attracted perhaps) But, there will be few weeks of funny-love dreams, like I keep thinking this sudden crossing by, or the scene keeps popping out in my mind. And this happens for weeks... Perhaps I have this interest in things behind appearance. The concealing truth. At this stage of maturity or adolescence, everyone is facing peoblem about girl, relationship and whole universe that has anything to do with that two beautil thing. Maybe it is due to the social and popular culture that lays in front of all teenager and pre-adult.

They need attrativeness, something to experience, to touch, to smell? And people link the word emo with love. When there is love, there is no despair, no sadness, no grief. It is joy, not only emotionally but spiritually. That it keeps no record of wrongs, rejoice in truth but not to delight in evil. Mind it! DOES NOT DELIGHT IN EVIL. No adultery, no nothing. What we've seen in tv programmes might be a whole lot of lies. ANd people try to be some sort of immitant to the seemingly glamorous life that they did not witness sight by sight. And pop!, they felt to the deepest trap filled with vagueness. Even when they fail, they did not realize. Love is not blind, we are.

Everything must be restored.

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